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11:09 p.m. - 2007-12-17
Distant memories
♫So build me up buttercup
*echo* Build me up!
Don't break my harrrtttt♫

Random memory #3 (We'll just say it's 3)
Setting: Shurr High tennis courts

Karen is at Shurr High playing a tennis match during her __ year. Her opponent and herself take a break for water after finishing a match

Opponent: So, why did you go to Montebello High?

Me: I don't know, I guess because a lot of my friends from intermediate went there.

O: I see, but there's a lot of Mexicans that go there huh?

Me: ...the fuck??? Uh, yea...

O: Not a lot of Asians huh?

Me: Uh, no.

O: Why didn't you go to Shurr? There's more Asians here. Don't you like Asian guys?

Me: ...the fuck??? Um, I guess, but I don't really care.

O: Oh, well, you should transfer to Shurr High. There's more Asians here. You'll fit in.

Me: Huhhh??? ...

Game ends shortly after. Karen goes to gossip about the crazy Shurr High girl to her teammates

End.
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Random memory is all...

So anyway. I guess I'm officially done with Christmas shopping. I've spent enough. Though I still want to win an engagement ring from an auction... I found out that EBay has cheaper rings. More likely easier to win too. So. Shiny ring will be mine! I don't know what size I am though. The paper measure says I'm about 6-7 but then I tried on one of my mom's rings (size 5) and they fit better. So I don't really know. I think that's why I never really bought a ring. But I want one! Girly need!

I don't think this cold weather is doing me well. I get lazy when it's cold. Like, I'll be cold and be too lazy to put on a sweatshirt or get a blanket. Plus, it's not helping me be too cheerful. (Though that might be another variable).

I found out that my uncle who owns the flower shop never finished college. My mom said he didn't know what he wanted to do with his life either so he bought a flower shop. My mom was pep talking me about finding what I want to do with life already. Damn this incisiveness. I don't really have a passion for anything. Nothing I'd go to great lengths to learn and strive for I guess. I guess I am pretty apathetic as people say. *apathetic* eh.

I keep getting suckered back into reading romance mangas. And I've learned, THEY'RE LIKE DRUGS! You read them, and they you're hooked. But at the end of it all, they leave you with an even bigger, gaping hole in your heart! Nooooooo! So I won't read them anymore. Not now at least. They give me such a low.

Two people were supposed to find me dates by Friday!!! Unreliable!!! It was a pact...

K, not really, but I envisioned it like that.

*sniffle* *sniffle* *tear* *tear*

Eight days till Christmas!

My mom wants to have a Christmas party at our house. I'm cooking the side dishes. My mom keeps wanting to change my menu because they're not healthy enough. I had planned on making deviled eggs, mac and cheese, steamed veggies and chocolate fondant cake. But she's cutting out the eggs for salad and cake for something fruity and healthy. =( I've been wanting to make fondant cakes for the longest. I'll probably still make them anyway.

♫This shining moment slightly highlighted our (the) black shadow across our hearts
I covered my eyes from its brightness
In the brief moment I closed them, the sun melted and soaked my eyelids red
The world began to blur♫

Shower time!

-keren

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